I have a confession to make...you know that writing contest I entered over the weekend? I submitted one of my favorite blog entries, one that I was pretty proud of...and I felt good about it. I mean, obviously I thought it would be awesome to be chosen as the winner and get published in Proverbs 31 magazine, but honestly, I was feeling so excited about all the ways God has been revealing Himself to me lately, that I didn't care one way or another how it all came out. I even said this in one of my submitted entries:
"There is no telling how much time I have spent thinking about what it would be like to write an important book or to travel around the country and share my faith with other women. As a matter of fact, I haven't just thought about it, I have at times felt God was surely leading me to do that one day. And I have spent many restless days wondering when it would happen. But for the first time I am realizing I don't have to have that. I don't need it anymore. It may happen and it may not. Only God knows for sure! What I know for sure is that I have never experienced a greater thrill than feeling God clearly speak to me, doing what He says, and then watching Him work. It seriously leaves me speechless when I think of the King of Kings using ME to reach someone for Him. How could it possibly get any better than that?"
And I meant it! (and still do) I cannot imagine that "being published" would be a greater thrill than God making Himself very real to me throughout my day, you know? So I am frankly a bit embarrassed about how disappointed I was to not even make an honorable mention in their contest. I'm just being honest. So maybe this is God's way of letting me know I still have some maturing to do in this particular area--the area of pride, that is!
"So whether you eat or drink or whatever you do, do it all for the glory of God." (1 Corinthians 10:31)
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